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Going on Holiday with the Dark


Just a note to those who might email or message me, or book an appointment at As of today I will be mostly unavailable due to going on a holiday for 1 week (and it’s my b’day on the 7th wooooo). Will be back online (properly) on the 9th of Jan.

Happy New Year to eeeverryoooneee.


P.S. I was freaking out about how un-organised things are with it, but I decided to pretend like nothing is planned and there’s nothing I could be doing about it, and that has allowed me to move into a space of allowing and I feel much clearer and happier. My list is pretty put together and I am prepared for anything because I expect nothing (because I don’t know what to to expect, I mean).

(^ A helpful tip for those who are like me E.g. ‘WTF DO YOU MEAN WE ARE DRIVING AROUND AT 6PM TRYING TO FIND A SPOT TO CAMP IN THE BUSH, IN THE RAIN, IN THE DARK’ (re: last time)
Now maybe this time I will be able to just let the rain kiss my skin and the dark whisper its simple, deep secrets.


On Gaia and Ayers Rock/Uluru

Last night as I was lying in bed getting ready to go to sleep, I connected with Gaia (Earth). I came to know her as a living being…as I always have…but last night I think we got to another level and I revelled in my unique relationship with her. I understood that it is not compassion to pity her as I sometimes do/did and that she is stronger than she first appears (to me – when I look at the havoc we wreak upon her). I observed the strength in her energy, the majesty of the waves that move within her oceans and so on…

earth galaxy
I love her as if she were my mother, sister and child. All planets are sentient beings. It is comparable to the way that we are sentient whilst we also have an entire ecosystem of microbes and other such microscopic organisms within and upon us. Our blood is the ocean and the heart is the moon, moving the tides down the channels of our veins that exist just beneath the surface.

I did this, came to all this knowing, simply my closing my eyes and holding the intention to connect with Gaia. You can do it too, and I wholly implore you to, should you feel so inspired. Gaia so appreciates when the beings upon her express their gratitude and recognition of her service, and of her parental role to us. She wants to be seen as strong, especially at this time whilst it seems things are not going well for her – know that the best way to help someone, anyone, who is struggling is to envision them as strong, healthy and well – do not focus on their downfall or negative aspects of their situation, such conscious focus of energy only promotes more of these aspects (such resistant thinking simply stagnates any movement of energy, which is what is needed to promote growth) as opposed to the positive energy behind the mental focus of health and well being.

nature gaia
During this connection with Gaia I also queried my past, present and on going energetic understanding and personal connection with Ayers Rock/Uluru. As I questioned, my intuition provided such answers as “it is the womb” and “the place of birth”. Looking this up now, I see that Uluru is one of the Earth’s chakra points, which I knew about. But I didn’t know which one it was or what the energetic meaning of it might be exactly. Looking this up now, these intuitions of mine are confirmed:

“Uluru/Ayers Rock is believed by the native Aboriginals to be the beginning place where their ancestors were born into this realm… where life began. It emanates the root of where we come from as humans, and our connection to all humanity and beyond. Out of the void, in the middle of the vast Australian desert, emerges the huge electro-magnetic rock where life originated.” (More info @

I have had other experiences that allow me to conclude that not only is Ayers Rock/Uluru very important to me and my spiritual growth, but also the Aboriginal culture and some particular aspects of it – I have had a lot of synchronicities occur relative to such things – but I will go into all that another time/try to find the blog entry where I already wrote about it in my old tumblr blog…

I have a jar of red Earth from the base of Ayers Rock/Uluru that was gifted to me by a former co-worker after I had a dream of him doing so. I am still not sure what I am to do with it, but for now I like just having it, looking at it and admiring Gaia and all her different colours and her gifts.

Earth Chakra Diagrams
I would like to add that I have read/seen conflicting diagrams relative to which chakra is which upon the Earth. Personally, I’m not sure what’s what as I haven’t sought a personal intuitive answer to that query yet, at this point I just know what aspects of the energy I feel relative to this particular energy centre at Uluru/Ayers Rock, whichever chakra it may be.

world chakrasearth vortices map

Fools Like Me

So, I’ve been sitting here for 1-2 days – the days bleed together when you are sad and just sleep. Now I’m trying to move but my limbs will barely move. I do always find it harder when the air is cold.

I’m going to go to the op-shop and buy $4 shirts and $5 shoes. I hope to find an ornament of a unicorn, or a fairy, as they tend to show up at the op-shops and these magical things always make me feel better.

Did you know that there are unicorns in other dimensions? Anything you believe or believed in, whole-heartedly, exists.
I know.

unicorn galaxy



I think I’m slowly getting better.
“The fever breaks when it’s too much take so you can put your weapons down.”

Flowers help.


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