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Knots, Mess, Life, Courage and Change

I feel like everything is going crazy.

– It’s already February 21st. How the hell did that happen?

– 2 arguments in the same day with the people closest to me recently. Only 1 of which is resolved.

– Psychic abilities advancing (can hear my guide more, see much more clairvoyantly – see this post if interested in reading more).

– Friends fading in and out of my reality. Painful first then I release, then they’re back, then they’re gone. Then they’re back.

– Final shedding of past relationships pain – to a degree. I still carry the tears and scars I am unable to face yet. But there is definitely some kind of detachment also happening.

– One of my kitties got sick. He’s fine. But that’s never happened before.

– I feel like I am connecting way more strongly to my higher self. This has led to many life improvements due to increased inspiration and moments of motivation. E.g. Random inspiration to start playing guitar again, wearing more floaty, pretty clothes (I know that sounds superficial but it truly isn’t – clothing can represent who you are inside), improving my diet (buying more organic food, reducing wheat/gluten intake, reducing the amount of sugar I eat – with hopes to eventually have none in my diet – definitely have a sugar addiction going on but this is the first time I have felt very strong, motivated urge to try to kick it), cleaning and updating my house a bit more, reduced chemical medication, improved mentality and increased motivation towards my business goals. I’m being inspired to help others more even beyond my own business. Just…in general. Openness and willingness to connect and try to help others heal themselves.

– I am in some kind of weird never-been-like-this-before stage of fearlessness – no, rather, I am being courageous: I am terrified of many things but I am doing them anyway. My guides have always told me that I have ‘fortitude’. I feel I am really conscious of how that is at the moment, and that the level has increased.

– Letting myself feel my feelings more and more.

– Trying to understand and utilise the benefits of being very sensitive.

The thing that makes it all seem intense and crazy is the fact that it’s all been very close together.

Ultimately, I think my overall vibration/frequency is increasing at a rapid rate. Things are being released painfully, beautifully and new things are being born perfectly.

Exciting things are on their way.

(Or at least, it is what I am trying to believe. I choose my beliefs. I am.)

I wrote this status thing the other day and I think it sums up what I’m trying to express:

“Life is a fucking mess. Like, that’s actually what it is. Life is this unexplainable, messy, chaotic, beautiful, insane, ever changing nonsense experience. So much can happen in a small amount of time. Even when it looks as though nothing has changed, the tables and chairs have all been thrown around the room by unseen, volatile forces and you missed it because you blinked, but then you’re in it. Life is a fucking wonderful, painful, shining mess.”

Meanwhile, my guide, Sahasrara, says to me (with images of knots in a rope joining to more of the same):

“Everything ties together perfectly. Everything will tie together perfectly. Everything will be alright.”

My conclusion:

“Even the things that look like knots in your life are just the bridges that bind together, to create perfect life.”


Embodying Your Higher Self Meditation

Embodying Your Higher Self Meditation by Solara An-Ra

I highly recommend this meditation if you wish to experience feelings of unity and oneness with others and a general sense of inner strength and consequential peace. – That is my experience of this meditation anyway.

That which we call the higher self or soul self is the you that is ‘whole’ and fully aware of your multidimensional nature. Being in this state (and practising aligning with it) will make it easier for you to hold an awareness of the other dimensions within your day-to-day consciousness. As such, higher dimensional information and guidance will be more readily available. 🙂 It’s all just a matter of re-connection.

Solara An-Ra is an amazing guide, check out her website that has a lot of free meditations available to play and/or download @ http://solara.org.uk

On the Higher Self

The higher self and the universe are always directing you into situations, people, places and experiences that are for your highest good; that is to say, they offer you the greatest expansion, the best and quickest path at the time to your highest joy. Let the universe take control. Trust in it because it is you and trust in you because you are the mighty, awe inspiring universe itself.

Rebecca Town

On Being out of Alignment

Being out of alignment is a part of being a human in this 3rd dimensional reality. The effort and level of thought control that must be learnt to stay in alignment manifests a life experience with mistakes.

Mistakes contribute to expansion because: by experiencing what you do not want (mistakes and their consequences); you are then able to see what you do want, giving rise to new desires and ultimately, another new path of expansion for the universe itself.

Finding within you the strength to allow yourself to be out of alignment, releases the resistant (or non-allowing) energy that was the divider in the first place.

*To be in alignment in this context means that you are matching the vibration that your source self, your higher self, that part of you that is eternal and conscious of your true divinity, holds. It is the vibration of the universe, of the all that is, of Source energy. This vibration is synonymous with the human terms, “unconditional love” and “appreciation” which are: being in the state of pure positive focus.

– Rebecca Elizabeth Anne

Interacting in the 5th Dimension

Interacting in the 5th Dimension

Awhile ago, I did a meditation called “Letting Go” by Dwaine Hartman which is all about visualising yourself in a peaceful place, away from all of the pressures and problems in one’s life, and moving into the 5th dimension – in your heart and mind, not physically.

When I got to the part of the meditation where you visualise yourself in space, and enveloped by source and the love of all that is, my principal spirit guide (who is from the Pleiades Star System/Constellation) popped into the meditation to answer some questions I had been thinking and just to be there with me. As soon as I was in this space of love and calmness, and my guide was there, I realised I was experiencing what the 5th dimensional consciousness is like. However, after a moment of this peace, I also felt a quick wave of sadness and release of grief. I didn’t physically cry or anything but in my mind I felt just overwhelmed with a sense of loneliness and sadness. I asked myself “Huh? Why am I feeling like this?” And my guide popped in and answered “Every time we talk like this (whether in this particular meditation or not), we are in the 5th dimension.” “You cannot be in 5th dimensional consciousness if you are holding onto lower vibrations. In order to be in it, you must be free of negative emotion. (When you move into or around high vibrations you will either become automatically entrained with that higher frequency OR you will be compelled to leave the situation – this is the Law of Attraction in action in regards to what kinds of energies can and cannot share the same space.) You will always experience this release in the beginning of the connection if you are hanging onto negative emotions.”

This experience was created by doing this meditation which involved visualising yourself floating up and out of your current life and all the struggles it holds and moving into a visualised space that makes you feel calm and helps to gain a higher perspective. In this particular meditation, the suggested place to visualise is space, floating over the world. But it doesn’t matter what you visualise, as long as it makes you feel calm and connected to your higher, soul self and source energy. I.e. sometimes I will visualise myself by a river in the sunlight somewhere instead.
It is all created and experienced in the mind’s eye, which in my opinion is the 4th dimension without leaving your body (the 4th dimension is also that which is immediately accessed if you go out of body and are in your astral body). However, this meditation moved one’s consciousness just that bit further, into the 5th dimension.

These interactions are considered telepathy. You are aligning your frequency to one another, matching each other by meeting one another half way and creating the alignment. It is like you are both tuned into the same radio station and therefore, you can talk to one another on it.
To elaborate on telepathy – once you align the frequency you are then sharing thoughts, feelings, words, physical sensations and emotions because you are sort of ‘sharing one mind’.