As I woke up from a nap this evening, I awoke with the knowing that I was just having a conversation with a great being of light. I feel it was like an archangel but not exactly, it was a very similar type of being.
I remember the vision of the being as literally just a big (like REALLY big) glowing light.
It (it being genderless) was saying to me, “You must go inwards now as humanity goes inwards. All things have come full circle, turning back towards Source.”
I have been constantly getting the message in the last little while that I ‘must go within’. I have been wondering why. I guess I got my answer.
Also, as I was falling asleep I became startled within myself twice by what can only be described as internal lights. It was like there were 2 big flashes of light behind my eyes.
This is the shift that has been taking place. All that ‘2012! End of the world! Ascension! Mayan Calendar omg!’ stuff? That was about the collective energy or consciousness of the human race and it’s direction.
Humans had fallen so far away from Source, so deep into spiritual amnesia that we had finally hit the finish line, the point where the only place to go was to return back the way we came. December 21st, 2012 was when this ‘officially’ happened. It is an ongoing transformation. All that could have been learnt through distancing ourselves from Source has been learnt. That mode of learning has come to a close. Now is the return.
2015 is about transformation…but not even that, because we have been here before… it is a rememberance. Yet also a rebirth. Because we are returning back to spiritual wisdom – somewhere we have been – yet, we are returning with the vast amount of knowledge and wisdom we learnt through this expansive mode of learning, that of the illusion of separation…. So in this way, we could say it is a rebirth.
A lot of our pain comes from resisting our emotions. The fact is that YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU FEEL.
You can try to erase and/or force changing the feeling to a different, more positive feeling but this either perpetuates the strength of the feeling and it’s pervasiveness (when you focus on what you do not want (the feeling) you get more of what you do not want (the feeling) – this universe responds to focus only. It is not responsive to ‘want’ vs. ‘don’t want’, only focus), making it pretty much impossible for you to change it or erase it OR if you do manage to change or erase it (by running away from it, by resisting it), the feeling is suppressed, not truly gone.
This feeling that you do not wish to feel, that you have suppressed will then come up as an intense over reaction to something that triggers that same feeling at a later date (and could also manifest as illness or a point of attraction for negative experiences that will force you to feel that feeling once again).
It is okay to want to change a negative feeling to a positive feeling. It is not okay for you to do this by force because of the aforementioned consequences. You can only truly move past a negative feeling by allowing it to BE, allowing yourself to FEEL it. You WILL find that when you face it and feel the feeling, it will pass and it will naturally TRANSFORM into a more positive feeling state on it’s own.
Resistance is a dire disease of the human race at this time. Our negative emotions are not our enemy. They are our signals that we are not in alignment with what is beneficial for our highest good. They are signs that will lead you to your greater joy if only you allow them to be as they are and transform into the beauty they are intended to become.
See the value in that which you are resisting – whether it is a situation, your feelings, a person, an event… Consider the value of what that negative feeling experience can offer you and it will transform. Seeking the positive aspects will change how you feel about the experience and as we know, our emotions are vibration and vibration builds the physical SO the actual experience you are resisting or avoiding will change into a more positive one. Whether you are viewing this in hindsight or in anticipation, the vibration will change and so the future will change.